I think I'm gonna start to be emo this few days. It's enough!!! :(

I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes, I get jealous and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when i ask how you are I mean it. when I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying!

I know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if I never talked to you again. If I shut you out of my life and moved on, I could finally get over you. But you’re the only thing that makes me happy, whether it’s right or wrong and I don’t have the strength to give up on that.

You are here, and I'm ever here.

Passing by, it just like a stranger to us.
I wish to see you so BADLY!!!!!!!!!!! :(

From me to you: You knew what you were doing and you knew it would hurt me, but somehow, that still didn’t stop you.

:)

The only regret that I have is that I let you change me into someone that I never wanted to be.
It's hurt because I can never get that ME back! :)

Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason Some are bigger like when we let down a friend.

Some of us escape pain and regret by making the right choice.

Fuck you for giving up on me? :O

I hate you for what you did but I love you for what you used to be. :)
So do me a favor ling...
Just turn around and think, it may not be what you think you want.
But its what I needed.


I know you really fed up on me, but dude... Can you see in me?
Give me a peaceful way to go.
You know you can hurt me, you know you can.
It just you want to ignored me. Isn't that Fun to play with?? Yeah right?

P/S : Just Give Me Time and I Will Give Up On you! :))))))))))

I'm gonna changed my life to the next page! E...

I gotta know when it’s time to turn the page.

I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now and big girls don’t cry

There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t ‘cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone.

then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone.

Because what if you learn that you need love and you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it?

What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart?

Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends.

He always did the leaving. But not this time. She kept walking, and did not look back. *

Monday 1st august.

I went to McD airport with dindong and fang fang. I too high cause long time didn't eat my favourite lovely McD. LOL...

I order one meal, two apple pie and one more cola.

I can't finish it. Walaoo.

Wasted my money...... -___________-

After while chatting with two CRAZY GIRL. xD our voice can't low.

Hahahaha, got two girl like beh song us.

Stupid dindong still follow how she eat. So funny.

Can't stop laughing. Lucky, she made my day. Actually my mood is like fking down.

Thanks to dindong. :P

Annndddddd half while enjoyin' our chatted, fang fang suddenly said C.T name.

So walao ehh... I turn so [[ == ]] like that.

Song le bully me. :'( tsks. Didn't think about him suddenly she talk about himmmmm.

The funny part of the story is when we three go to the toilet.

Dindong want to pee, while me and fang fang waiting for her.

I open one of the door, I thought someone was there but nobody. :O

After that, I don't care anymore! XD

Then I chat with fang fang...

Me: Hahahaa...

Fang: Ehh what time go back?

Me: Don't know le. Later want go where?

Fang: I can't go home so late le. 10'clock need reach home liao.

Me: =__________=

Fang: You ar... Don't so late go back. You know this month...... '' Look at the back of me ''

Me: O.O''?? What??

Fang: '' Focus on my back ''

Me: GHOST????! Weii don't scared me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fang: The.......

Me: '' Run run ''! Shout so loud... Push fang fang and said '' Go gooooo GOOOOO!!! ''

Dindong: What happen?????

Fang: Not ghost not ghost!

Me: '' Still pushing! ''

Fang: Not ghost! The door just suddenly close itself!

Me: Hah?? O.O so scared wei!

Fang: No la. The door ba. I thought is ghost.

Me: =____________=

Dindong: '' Finish pee '' Crazy this girl.

Me: -_____-

Three of us: &^%(#$#@%$#^&$*%^(*$%#@$@#...

You take everything, and I’m empty. Life.*

I don’t know. I really don’t. While I was in my room, I kept asking myself what I really wanted in life.” Sometimes it’s better to be clueless about what’s happening around you, than to know every bit of information that would silently kill you. In the end, what you believe is yours to decide.

When people hurt you over and over, think of them like a sand paper. They may scratch and hurt you. I’m not gonna sit around and waste my precious divine energy trying to explain and be ashamed of things you think are wrong with me. 

There are a lot of things about me that aren’t what you thought. But if you love me, you have to love all things about me, Friendship.

Some of us have little time for regret because we’re looking forward Sometimes we have to fight to come to turn to forget the past and sometimes we bury our regret and promise to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not from the things we did but from the things we didn’t do, didn’t say that could save someone we care about Especially when we can see the dark storm decided their way.

Finally I updated my blog. :D

Finally andddd finally. xD

Really happy can update blog thanks to my cousin ♥.♥

This few month really FML

Pek cek 99

I need a friend can talk with me please...

So stressed like hell. :(

Keep going out cause I don't want to feel unhappy

But staying at home make's me feel sleepy! XD

By the way, if you hate me... Please read below... ;)

I want peace, not waarrrr in my life
If you hate me, please sit with the rest of my haters. :)
If you love me, I'll send you a flowerrr xD
I miss Him
Still missing you you you ~
You kill's my day anytime </3
But i've no feeling towards you anymore, why. .___.
Just the jealousing make's me missed you
I wish you'll be fat like a fat fat fattterrrr ==
IMY CT :)

Some people take me down for them.
Watch me over as I take over your place, someday! ;)
Eat me up if you want, I'd eat your heart
Being famous wont make you feel BETTER bitch! :P

The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your flaws,

mistakes, and weaknesses, and still think you’re completely amazing!

♥ I need someone whose always beside me when I'm alone

I need a friend that always right beside me!!! :(
I need a girlfriend like me x)
Not lesbian, but if you want, I will do it for you. LOLs XD
Seriously I'd need a friend! :D