Wednesday 30 March 2011

See. Aha! :D

See tiok you in here le ma jie?? Haha. xD
Don't shock until go hospital ar. ><
Smileee wei. :D
Just now, remember you help me about my 2nd acc.
Mui so stupid don't know anything koh loo oh.
Even that also don't know. -.- hope you wont mind.
Just scared you mad cause i don't unterstand anything just now. - -
Andddddd. Thanks for accompanyed me everynight.
Sorry cause i always feel asleep. >:(
And don't always moody ar.

Our relationship is the same story.
Jie ar, i hope i be you can break em heart. L0L.
And we always emo.
Hahaha.
What to do, Sisterrrr is like thatttt. :P
<3

Love you jie.
XoXo
Btw, whom ever read this.
Please ar. She's mine.
Ohoh. xD

Tuesday 29 March 2011

Too cute. >< if you don't mind. :')

Tooooo cute for me to look at him. xD ><
I can't stand so that's why i uploaded in my blog.
I hope ahb gf wont mind, and him. :X
Just missed you so much.
Too bad you didn't see the camera.
Sien! -.-
They are lucky they can meet you.
I can't, and i'm so jealous the girls around you cause they can see you.
Why don't i?? :(
Hate it. Sigh.
FML!
</3

Monday 28 March 2011

Stress. SPM so-the hell. -.- D;

 That day take SPM result so WHAT THE HELL. -.-
I don't know want continue study or work. :\
Cek chinnn chin.
I'm so worry about my future.
I want to help my dad, he having stress in his way.
Why things need to go wrong so bad?? :((
See my dad head big, make me think i'm his useless daughter. Sigh.
My dad force me to go college. The point is i don't have confident to study anymore.
Waste dad money. :((
Bloody hell.
I wish god give me one way to go.
I know god will help me and my dad.
I'll Pray For Father.
:)
Now, i just need time to relax.
Hangout and have fun while i can.
Everynight out.
Haha.
And i wish i stop missing you. :))

Sunday 27 March 2011

You were the best thing happen in 2009. ♥


Last night dream tiok you ar.
You so cute playing your PS2.
Just wish... This is real infront of me. ;'))
How are you lately??
Doing good ma there??
Work harder but rest more okay. :)
Don't make yourself too tired. 
I miss your cute smile.
Saw your picture with ahb in his gf profile.
I miss you so much! :(((
I so hurt cause i didn't realise that white shirt is you.:'))
Are you drinking soya bean that time?? xD
Talk so much also no use.
You weren't mine anymore. ;')
But i know we are friends.
I always though of this then it made me feel so much better.
I miss you so... E. ♥

Monday 21 March 2011

March16. You were a liar. :)

March 16, the best day to tears all the pain. :)
My friend told me to let go, move on, and shall give up on you.
Cause you broke my heart secound time!!!
You know what's the best part??
[[ I miss you still. ]] :')
I hangout with my friends. And someone told me you back march16.
I was so shock cause i saw one of your comment saying your not coming back, cause working.
I pull my friend out and tears falling.
We've a DEAL that, when you coming back here.
We hangout together. And you said ok.
I totally feel much more better. :)
But what you did?? Lie! Lie to me. :((
That's what you always trying to do when i really need you to most.
If you want me to Don't find you anymore.
Tell me the true. I know i can give up on you.
But you don't want to tell me. How i can stop thinking about you? :(
Its like... I'd blamed myself for everything. Even you made a mistake.
I say sorry. You do a mistake. You don't take it serious.
I thought god gave us a one chance again to take this relationship better then before.
But it even getting worse. I was wrong to take back you in my life.
I was so greedy?? :\
I know i didn't do anything wrong. Is you.
Everything is perfect. I'am so glad. But then, end up. You leave.
Are you playing me?? I'am not a toy!!!
Try it by yourself one day. You will realise how much pain to get through.
And when that day happened to you. I'm so happy cause you realise the teste of the pain i step in before. :)
March16, i went to my friend house. She told me everything. And i told her everyting what i wanted to do now. I remember that i holdin' my phone and online, viewing your profile.
Going down... There's a button Remove Friend.
I click it and it say yes... When i did that.
MY HEART FEEL SO MUCH BETTER AND I KEEP LHUGHING. :DD
But after days past away, that kind of feeling come back again.
So hurt. And today, you going back there.
Inbox you, you treat me cold.
Can you just tell me slowly and tell me what happen?
Maybe i can give up. :(
I wish that we can be friend like normal friend used to do!!! :(
I can't face our friends... :')




[[ I ]]






[[ LOVE ]]






[[ YOU ]]




</3 :'))

Saturday 12 March 2011

I love you. I need you. :'(

Everything is fine together with you. :))
But, i don't know what happen to you and you treat me different.
And when you say your busy, cannot chat even night can't pei me. I still give you chance and believe what you say's.
Really.
After that, you'll say you lose feeling towards me. How Come??! :(
So fast ??
Haven't three month together ady lose feeling??
You play me, isit?
You know i love you three years plus.
I heard someone say when you with me. On that time.
You like that one Girl.
Sometimes you find her.
You like her???????
You like her then don't be with me that time la!
You know what is hurted??
That day you break with me, i say i let you go. :')
But actaully i don't want to let go. My tears falling.
I don't know wheather you felt the same way ma?
Did you seriously cried too??
I wish to go back with you. :(
But you say you don't want anymore.
I know you liked someone else.
You just using me, if you can't have her. You still have me that time.
May i right?? :)
I keep missing those times that we hangout together.
I really missed it! </3 :)
If really no chance at all.
I really wish that We can be friend like normal friend hangout.
Forget what we've been through together for the past days. :)))
Don't just because of LIGHTER then you want to hangout with me.
Hangout anytime too.
I wish to see you. :)
I wish you can msg me. :((
But i know you wont. Cause you have someone to accompany, right?? :')
I feel stupid to love you.
Ypu say so easy neh. You think i can hate you?
I can't! :(
ILY. </3