Wednesday, 6 April 2011

The first time i met you in 2008 until today. I'm loving you. :')) history about me and him. xD

2008

Form 3
The first time i met you is at school.
First month of 08.
I have a crush on you. xD
You look cute baa. ><
Plus naughty.
Your smiled attack my heart what. <3
On that time i don't even know you loo.
I don't even knew your name is what koh. ._.
And that time i call you J. L0L. :D
Nobody know. Only my closed friend know it. :))
Plus since we are stranger on that moment. Everytime we pass by each other.
You smile, i smile. ;P
I shy shy, know ma?? XD
Everytime you passed by my class, i was like ''HIM HIM! So CUTEEE weii! ''
I can go crazy just because of you. Wootsss.
My friend told me i in love with you.
I don't believe it cause i just know that i admired you only. ><
After march i guess. Exam time...
You ask your friend that i can speak chinese bo?
Your friend ask to fang fang.
I heard it, and i tell fang fang '' Just say Yess i know how ''. xD
And she told.
My face red like Apple. :X
Andddd not long you have my number.
I don't know where you take it. ._.
Midnight baru cari saya.
I tidur loo cannot reply. xD
Next day at school. Saw you come out from your car. You looks tired and sleepy. ==
And fang come and disturb you and say '' you got msg angela ha?? ''
You say '' where got ._. '' :P
TMD. I walk go my class cause of fang make me maluuuu. -.-
After a week later we get closer and closerrrrrr ~
After finish class you keep standing the door.
I can see you. xP ahaha.
You see me, i see you. ;)
But i don't know you look at who la. -.-
Atleast i like jiu hao. ><
Your birthday julai 10. That time your classmated sang for you.
I heard it and i was shock cause i didn't knew today is your birthday. :(
I ask you today is your brithday and i didn't say Hbday to you.
I shy. And you cubit my face i shyyyyyyyy dao. Whoo. xD
Beating so fast my hati. HAHAHAHA.
You always like that. <3
When i realize that i fall for you. I scare about it.
I told you we better be gang kor and mei.
You don't feel like accept it cause... I don't know. ._.
After we back from school. You told me the answer. Your face don't really want to accept loo.
My friend told me you don't want to accept cause you want to chase me.
And i said, lieeeee.
Cause that time you have gf le. :X
Impossible want chase me. L0L.
We keep chatting in phone.
Got one day you said you hate me this mei mei. =.=''
You love your gf. I know la.
Of course need to love her not me. :))
Why want say that to me lee. -.-
But got hurt me lo. xD
Then you said you next year change school. To tabuan! :((
TMD! Sad daoo moody. <'3
But you said we keep in touch to each other.
So sayang me! Yerr ~ ><
That time you break with your gf i guess.
Your gf behsong me loo. :\
I didn't do anything wrong.
I scared she find me. Dieee. ._.
Btw, she hate me. I hate her too! mlm!!! ==
We not friend. Always got that war if we meet each other in school. Eyes to eyes. @@''
But i so scare that time. I immature know how to play only. xD
I don't know what is That that bla bla bla bad things. - -
And when thingsss settle down.
Biggggg holiday comingggg. ;)
Day day chatting, like couple. :D
You said you lov... Lov... Loveeee me. xD
But that time i cannot accept you. :SS
I'm not ready. :)
We both love each other oh. xD <3


2009


Form 4
You not same school with me.
Everything seems... :((
I remember is feb 23 i accepct you. If i'm not mistaken. Forget. :D
You so happy you said. <3
For me was normal cause since 08 we chat like Hermmm. xD
Get used to it already. :))
Everything is <3 around. :D
Few months later, you changed. You treat me cold, didn't find me.
You remember?? I always use other number to try you ma?
I don't know what i did until you like that d. :((
I'll remember when i call you at night. All i do remember is you said '' why you keep calling me ha, haa??! '' <'3 you scold me. You'd say cibai. :') off the phone.
I don't really eat. Keep worried about you. What you do all the time. :\
When you said sorry i forgive you. A days later, night, we chat in phone.
You late reply. I got the feeling that you on your msn. I login my msn.
I saw you online! When you saw me online, you offline??! And you reply my msg.
I so mad cause you saw me online then you offline.
When i say why you off and we start to quarrel. You said '' Ahhh! We break laa! I so tired on love. I don't have girlfriend ''.
Imaaa so broken and i say sorry so much. You said too late. :')
I call and call you didn't answer. </3 you reply good night. That's the best part for me. <3
I love the feeling of hurting. This is the first time you hurt me so much. You are my first love.
The next day i go to school, i'm so emoooo. The one who always accompany me is Frank. ;)
I never hurt like this before. The real angela used to enjoy and have fun.
But this time, always use fake smileee. xD
I cut my hand. Really song loo. :)) Bleeding. I am crazy over you. <'3
After a month, I hear my friends say. You got gf. I told myself that this is a dream. You wont have gf cause you said you don't want to have.
I heard my friend said she's pretty. ;)
I don't believe that you've gf. I DON'T BELIEVE!!! :((
Day by day pass. I'd changed. I no joked. I no play. I'm not a fun girl anymore.
I don't talk so much, i sleep and cry. No eat. I getting tinner and tinner. @@
So the ET. :)
I'M EMO GIRL IN 2009. xD
Just sooo emo! ;))


2010

Form 5
Okayssss! Form 5 jiu got abit ok. ;D
But still, i'm broken. ;')
I do used fake smileeee.
When i start playing fb. I find out you ada fb. ;D
I keep thinking want add you ma. But at last i don't add.
And yeahhhh ~ i remember that time show lo come kuching you add me in fb. xD
I happy dao want die ady. I never knew you would add me. Ohohh. ;')
We chat like normal friend use to be. I can't believe it from my eye to see. >.>
And you ask me i still using my old number ma. I said '' No. You remember my old number nia ha? ''
You said Ya. I so happy cause you remeber my old number. You made my day. <3
I told my friend everything bla bla bla lalala ~
And they said '' this useless boy find you again?? Don't too over him. He will hurt you again. ''
Hmm. :\ i don't care. I love him enough!
Blahhhh!
Your status always saying that one girl. I don't know who.
I so envy. I asked you. You said you don't know. Bullshit. :X
And yeah ~ your bday you chase me two time i rejected. Sorry arr. Cause you memang mlm. - -
You lie me. You said you don't want have gf when you break with me.
You together with me then together with other girl. So shit you! :(
Just because of you i changed so much. :(( just youuu! :(
I can't accept you cause you treat me like shit before.
I remember few month kah if not wrong. :O
We quarrel, i said '' From now on. Don't you find me. I don't find you anymore Byee ''
You though it just a joke. I don't reply your msg and even chatbox.
You keep finding me three days saying sorry.
Your status always say '' you hate me you hate me again!!! '' so emo. :O
Still you chatbox me '' i really need you! Please reply me. I'm sorry. :( ''
I feel so pity to you, i reply. :\
Stupid me. I should not reply you!
But ILY that's why i replyyyy. When i did reply you still the same. We keep... Like... Quarrel or something that... Hmm. Don't know. ><
I remember that time chan lee sister birthday you go, right?
I hangout with my friends go eat steamboat. xD
You said you want to call me. You beg me.
You call. AWWWW. Long time no hear tiok your voice. So sweet. ;')) <3
I miss your voice. So cute weii. xP
Andddddd ronny birthday that time i am so emo in fb. I still remember i post ''Your words so sweet like piece of shit! :X ''
You comment ok. xD -.-
We chat inbox. You tell me how you feel about me. I tell you how i felt too.
I tak boleh lupa that night 23dec is ronny bday. ;) after 12.45 we get back together.
And yesss! Everything seems so perfect!!! <3 nothing goes wrong. Nothing!
:)
28dec we go watch moiveeee together. First time i met you in 2010.
Daoo so cuteeee. Blaaa. <3
ILY! <3 so shy. Tsk. We with Chien Kho.
I ask you come sugarbun, rmb ma?? xD
So cute. Looks smart. Face shy chinn. Ehehh. :)
We walk to MBO. Bla bla bla watch moive already.
You start to hug me when we watch mv. So smoothhhh. :P <3
You sleep in my arms. Your smell just so goooddd to me.
Finish the mv. We go kbox then you said you want go down and find macrus.
Marcus so shock that we together hangout. xD
And you guys don't know talking what. Hokkien. -.-
I just know is he say '' you know she wait you so long liao bo?? ''
You see me, i see you, marcus see me, i see him?? @.@
Blur blurrr. :D
You keep laughing none stop d. So funny. Whole spring i think can listen your voice. xD
You laugh until face so red. Cuteee. <3
When we want back lee. Marcus bring me back.
I don't really want go home so early. I want to see you more. :((
FML!


2011

This Year
Everything soo soo the fine! :DD
I am happy, you'll happy too, right.
Chinese New Year you came back kuching.
I rmb we went out together 6feb. :D
You drive no law one. :O
Whole day out with you. Hiaks. This is the 1st time whole day with you, know?? xD
And you said this is 1st time you hangout with gf so long.
I AM THE 1ST ONE and you said this is 1st time you drive the whole day! Blekkss. :P
Valentine day you buy flower from ling ling, maybe gua. ._.
Ronny bring it to my house. I so shock. xD
I though you wont buy anything for me. And i don't ask you to buy pun. :))
So sweet. ILY! :')
After a weeks. I don't know why you changed. :((
This time i unterstand why you less find me. Cause you working. Okays i know.
I wont blame you. :)
But when you start to have that ill problem in your head. Everything so different! :((
I keep worry about you. You ask me to use that way. I haven't get ready. Why you so in hurry??
What's wrong with you? :((
You post something weird in fb koh.
I know that one night. We talk carefully about this no quarrel or what.
Talk until you no reply i though you sleep ady. Nvm then. :)
Morning come upsss. Getting worseeeeeee. :(
You said to me '' if i am back in kuching don't find me out lee. ''
I ask you what happen you don't want to tell me.
Finally, you told me that your EX find you! And she say '' i hope you'll happy what you did to me ''
So hurt. Just because of that that's why you treating me cold?? :|
Day by day damn worse. I so worry about you. :(
I done what wrong?? Why cannot tell me??!
March 7 you leave me.
I hope you happy lee. :')
When you break with me, you said you hate me. You hate me!
I did wrong?? :'(
WHAT??
I miss you so badly.
I never knew this thing would happen so fast.
And with no reason you break with me.
You said you lost feeling towards me and you'd hate me. <'3
I am so emo. You hurt me 2nd time.
I so jealous the girl in your profile keep commenting in your status!!! :@
Nevermind for those whom i know d.
But strangers girl... mlm! :(




I hope you happy. March 16 you come back le right??
And 22 or what date you go back mukah koh.
And that day someone told me,
You like one girl, isit ma?? :((
I hope to know. Sigh. You play me 2nd time. And my heart is not a toy to play.
You like her, then chase her. :)
and We've a deal right, when you come back here we hangout. I want to give you back your lighter.
But you didn't... You such a LIAR! ;')
I remove you in my 1st acc. Cause i keep viewing your profile. <'3
Everytime i view i feel hurt.
I miss you so much. :((
And now,
I just hope everything will be fine with you soon.
I just... Just wish you don't have any girl you likeeee!!! :((
Don't because you like her then you leave me! </3333
I wish to give up on you when you leave me.
But i can't. I still LY. :(
I hate myself for loving you. :((
I wanted you back! ;((
E.S.C.T




I wish things will get better with you cause everyday i can't get you out off my minded. ;')
Please, don't treat me cold. You said we are friend.
So treat me as your friend. <'3
:((




Sometime, just sometimes.
I wish to give up, and i wish to hate you but...
I can't. :)



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I hope you read this. :')





For those whom though my story is sound so lame and stupid.
I know have a bittt funny. But this is my way to talk. :P
Don't read it then. I don't force you to.
This is my story, not yours.
So
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