Injured myself. ♥

I don't know why i keep missing you E. I know we wont go back together. <'3 but my heart say not to let go. You hurt me so bad, why you need to hurted me?? I did what wrong? :(( your the one who break with me and say we be friend, that friend of your word mean nothing inside, right?? </3 nothing meaningful. Okays, you break with me, you know ILY for so long. The more you ingored me the more i get hurt, not to hate you is Hurt! When thing can go safely? :'( i shouldn't let you in my life for the 2nd time, i shouldn't! I don't know why you hate me, i done what wronnggg </3 every night keep thinking of you, you don't know i lying on my bed, tears just fall off. :') you don't know what it like's to get hurt, right?? You keep hurtin me. In one week can dream you three or four times. Made my day. BUT, when i wake up is just a Dream , you never know how much you hurt me. You wont know i wrote something in my blog all about you. You never know, that's why i write something here better then  facebook. :') You said we are friend, so Treat me as your friend. </3 hope things will get better. ♥