Don't tell me. :)

Did you ever notice how you can be sitting in the middle of doing something one day and all of a sudden you will remember the beginning? Like the first time we held hands or the first song you sang in the car? Maybe the first time we went to the movies? Maybe something smaller like a joke that we laughed at for what seemed like hours, or a day we spent talking, sometimes I’ll be sitting in the middle of doing something & I’ll remember and it makes me think, “Look how far we have come, look how happy we made each other from day one.” And that’s something so sentimental that it brings tears to my eyes. :')

I’m sorry for a lot of things, but most of all that I never got the chance to tell you that, I miss every moment I spent with you. And even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all I really wanted to say was thank you.......... *ILY*

Her! I on diet for dying to be her!

Tsk tsk... I am so dying to be her! Next time I'm gonna take a photo just like her style lols...
Her hair...... I can't explain......... $^$%&$%*#%@(*)&__+$%@Q$32 .........

Family problem sucks in my life, so important to me! :(

I don't wish to see my parents keep quarreling. I am the big sister here. :(
And I've too much stressed in my way. My future of course too! I push them when they start the war. My f'king asthma come cause of shouting too loud. Sien :(
Life is so fking unfair..........
Dad said follow what he say.
Mum said Do not listen what my dad said.
Oh okay :\ both of you don't see the middle road as I go through now.
I see things many when you guys just fight for something...
I am so dying inside thinking everything will be alright :'(
Mum keep complaining I always out at night. But you don't see how stress I am If I'm not hangout with my friends.
Stay in my room?? :( I just crying out loud, locked myself in my room, pray to god.......
You guys don't see the way I wanted you to see me!
Yes I'd be worry about my future mum.......
I am worried next time who will give you guys a credit for the next step in life.
Dad? Look at his aged. I am worry it too. I may not saying what I want to say to you.
I don't shared my feeling's to my parents. But deep inside my heart. I really love my family.
But they just give negative thinking about me. I know I'm stupid as some of our blood rounding back to the old days like them.
I fight back to you '' mum '' it because you are sometime's over crazy the way you think, like seriously. </3
Don't you see dad having stressed? Did you see his face aren't that happy? I see it when he come's. And you '' mum '' sometimes need to take a looked at his face! Is he happy?!
You just know how to complain. I know daddy did something wrong until he break our family and I know how it feel's when a guy break a woman heart!
But you need to know! Your daughter having a stress's seeing you both talking like a '' war ''!
You both think I'd love it to watch huh?
And I know, a lot's of people look down on my family since this thing happened!
Hello :( did you guys see how hard my dad helping you people before?? Did he ask for a pay back helping? No right? But then, now my family have this bulls*** problem. Even we don't said we need help.
But If you guys have brain to think, you would helped. But you don't. Just leaved us and we solve our problem?? You are the same surname with us too. Why aren't you helping.....
Smile, good with us just so fake!
I am sorry for the rude words :')
Life just changed......... People change...
I don't know how to explained how I'd feel for this few month's! :(
I just don't know, how........
I don't know how to explain what I been through for all this month.
The only medicine is my friends who hangout with me, that's just give me a short smiled. :)))))))))




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Seeing your previous status make me dying inside. :')

I don't wish to cry seeing your status. But I can't pull up my feeling. So here again, tears dropping. :)
You know... Some of your status just made me smile cause I remembered the day we were together. </3 hahahh............. Silly me, It's over remember, xuan wei. ;)))
To be honest once again,
I still miss you...
Lovin' you is hard to tell you, yeah ~
I just...... Don't............ :') but............... You.............. I, Don't, Care............ At...... All............ Hah... </3

I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared.

And when I dream, I’ll dream of you; cause it’s about you,

It’s always about you.




I am strong enough now. :DDD
Just for a short whileeeeee.