Don't tell me. :)

Did you ever notice how you can be sitting in the middle of doing something one day and all of a sudden you will remember the beginning? Like the first time we held hands or the first song you sang in the car? Maybe the first time we went to the movies? Maybe something smaller like a joke that we laughed at for what seemed like hours, or a day we spent talking, sometimes I’ll be sitting in the middle of doing something & I’ll remember and it makes me think, “Look how far we have come, look how happy we made each other from day one.” And that’s something so sentimental that it brings tears to my eyes. :')

I’m sorry for a lot of things, but most of all that I never got the chance to tell you that, I miss every moment I spent with you. And even though I keep fumbling for the right words, all I really wanted to say was thank you.......... *ILY*

Her! I on diet for dying to be her!

Tsk tsk... I am so dying to be her! Next time I'm gonna take a photo just like her style lols...
Her hair...... I can't explain......... $^$%&$%*#%@(*)&__+$%@Q$32 .........

Family problem sucks in my life, so important to me! :(

I don't wish to see my parents keep quarreling. I am the big sister here. :(
And I've too much stressed in my way. My future of course too! I push them when they start the war. My f'king asthma come cause of shouting too loud. Sien :(
Life is so fking unfair..........
Dad said follow what he say.
Mum said Do not listen what my dad said.
Oh okay :\ both of you don't see the middle road as I go through now.
I see things many when you guys just fight for something...
I am so dying inside thinking everything will be alright :'(
Mum keep complaining I always out at night. But you don't see how stress I am If I'm not hangout with my friends.
Stay in my room?? :( I just crying out loud, locked myself in my room, pray to god.......
You guys don't see the way I wanted you to see me!
Yes I'd be worry about my future mum.......
I am worried next time who will give you guys a credit for the next step in life.
Dad? Look at his aged. I am worry it too. I may not saying what I want to say to you.
I don't shared my feeling's to my parents. But deep inside my heart. I really love my family.
But they just give negative thinking about me. I know I'm stupid as some of our blood rounding back to the old days like them.
I fight back to you '' mum '' it because you are sometime's over crazy the way you think, like seriously. </3
Don't you see dad having stressed? Did you see his face aren't that happy? I see it when he come's. And you '' mum '' sometimes need to take a looked at his face! Is he happy?!
You just know how to complain. I know daddy did something wrong until he break our family and I know how it feel's when a guy break a woman heart!
But you need to know! Your daughter having a stress's seeing you both talking like a '' war ''!
You both think I'd love it to watch huh?
And I know, a lot's of people look down on my family since this thing happened!
Hello :( did you guys see how hard my dad helping you people before?? Did he ask for a pay back helping? No right? But then, now my family have this bulls*** problem. Even we don't said we need help.
But If you guys have brain to think, you would helped. But you don't. Just leaved us and we solve our problem?? You are the same surname with us too. Why aren't you helping.....
Smile, good with us just so fake!
I am sorry for the rude words :')
Life just changed......... People change...
I don't know how to explained how I'd feel for this few month's! :(
I just don't know, how........
I don't know how to explain what I been through for all this month.
The only medicine is my friends who hangout with me, that's just give me a short smiled. :)))))))))




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Seeing your previous status make me dying inside. :')

I don't wish to cry seeing your status. But I can't pull up my feeling. So here again, tears dropping. :)
You know... Some of your status just made me smile cause I remembered the day we were together. </3 hahahh............. Silly me, It's over remember, xuan wei. ;)))
To be honest once again,
I still miss you...
Lovin' you is hard to tell you, yeah ~
I just...... Don't............ :') but............... You.............. I, Don't, Care............ At...... All............ Hah... </3

I always think of you before I fall asleep. The words you said, the way you looked. The things we laughed about, the silent moments we shared.

And when I dream, I’ll dream of you; cause it’s about you,

It’s always about you.




I am strong enough now. :DDD
Just for a short whileeeeee.

Even my life is unfair. But I got to move on. :)

Sometimes you have to cry for no reason to make up for all the times you wanted to cry and didn’t. But who can say what’s best? That’s why you need to grab whatever chance you have of happiness where you find it, and not worry about other people too much. My experience tells me that we get no more than two or three such chances in a life time, and if we let them go, we regret it for the rest of our lives.

Sometimes, I just need someone to talk to. Someone who is not only willing to be there for me, but understands me & what I'd going through. Someone who is out down my guards & reveal my imperfections. Someone who will never judge me or sway away even from the mistakes I make. Someone who doesn’t need words to prove but you both know that the person will always be there. Someone who loves me, truly for who you are. One of the greatest gifts in life is having the chance to find someone like that in your life. :\

All of us have so much love to give, but in some way or another, we’re also afraid to love and to care, for fear that the other person does not care at all.

Miss you a......... Lots :)

I try hardest to be good enough for everyone, who spend hours reading random quotes to find the right one, who listen to the same song dozens of times because the lyrics mean a lot, who deserve so much more than they get and are willing to fight for it and whose wish upon a shooting star was wasted on someone that will never care. Sometimes you just can’t tell anybody how you really feel. Not because you don’t know why, not because you don’t know your purpose, not because you can’t trust them; but because you can’t find the right words to make them understand.

I tried so hard. I tried harder than you could ever imagine and here I am now, still trying my best to forget everything, to forget every piece of you. The way you smell, the feel of your skin, the sound of your laughter. I can still feel you. I think I always will. :')

All you have to do is meet me half way. All you have to do is say yes.

Webothloveeachotheraren'twe??? :(

C.T

Don't forget about Us! :') CT

Did you forget
That I was even alive
Did you forget
Everything we ever had
Did you forget
Did you forget
About me

Did you regret
(Did you regret)
Ever standing by my side
Did you forget
(Did you forget)
What we were feeling inside
Now I'm left to forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

So now I guess
This is where we have to stand
Did you regret
Ever holding my hand
Never again
Please don't forget
Don't forget

We had it all
We were just about to fall
Even more in love
Than we were before
I won't forget
I won't forget
About us

But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it

Somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it
At all

And at last
All the pictures have been burned
And all the past
Is just a lesson that we've learned
I won't forget
Please don't forget us

somewhere we went wrong
Our love is like a song
But you won't sing along
You've forgotten
About us

Don't forget

Demi Lovato - Don't Forget

Don’t let me wait for so long, I have heart and feeling too. :)

I don’t understand how you can smile all day long, but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change, but the people in them do. How you can love so innocently, but it can turn into anger so quickly. How your close friend can become your worst enemy. Or when your worst enemy turns into your closed friend. How forever turns into a few short months that you’d do almost anything to get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldn’t live without. How even though you know letting go of something is best for you, it hurts just the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much time to spare. How people make promises, and bear their souls to someone despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives cause it’s just easier then working things out.

* Just because I’m always here for you, doesn’t mean you can take me for granted.

(Y)

I think I'm gonna start to be emo this few days. It's enough!!! :(

I have feelings. I overreact. I underestimate. I overestimate. I over think everything. I look too deep into everything’s meaning. I dream big. My expectations are high. I can tell when I’m being lied to but sometimes I wish I didn’t. Yes, I get jealous and I’m always scared I’ll lose you. That’s why when i ask how you are I mean it. when I ask how your day was, I genuinely want to know. And when I say I love you, I’m not lying!

I know in the back of my mind that life would be so much easier if I never talked to you again. If I shut you out of my life and moved on, I could finally get over you. But you’re the only thing that makes me happy, whether it’s right or wrong and I don’t have the strength to give up on that.

You are here, and I'm ever here.

Passing by, it just like a stranger to us.
I wish to see you so BADLY!!!!!!!!!!! :(

From me to you: You knew what you were doing and you knew it would hurt me, but somehow, that still didn’t stop you.

:)

The only regret that I have is that I let you change me into someone that I never wanted to be.
It's hurt because I can never get that ME back! :)

Regret comes in all shapes and sizes. Some small like when we do a bad thing for a good reason Some are bigger like when we let down a friend.

Some of us escape pain and regret by making the right choice.

Fuck you for giving up on me? :O

I hate you for what you did but I love you for what you used to be. :)
So do me a favor ling...
Just turn around and think, it may not be what you think you want.
But its what I needed.


I know you really fed up on me, but dude... Can you see in me?
Give me a peaceful way to go.
You know you can hurt me, you know you can.
It just you want to ignored me. Isn't that Fun to play with?? Yeah right?

P/S : Just Give Me Time and I Will Give Up On you! :))))))))))

I'm gonna changed my life to the next page! E...

I gotta know when it’s time to turn the page.

I’m gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket
But I’ve got to get a move on with my life
It’s time to be a big girl now and big girls don’t cry

There’s a reason I said I’d be happy alone. It wasn’t ‘cause I thought I’d be happy alone. It was because I thought if I loved someone.

then it fell apart, I might not make it. It’s easier to be alone.

Because what if you learn that you need love and you don’t have it? What if you like it and lean on it?

What if you shape your life around it and then it falls apart?

Can you even survive that kind of pain? Losing love is like organ damage. It’s like dying. The only difference is death ends.

He always did the leaving. But not this time. She kept walking, and did not look back. *

Monday 1st august.

I went to McD airport with dindong and fang fang. I too high cause long time didn't eat my favourite lovely McD. LOL...

I order one meal, two apple pie and one more cola.

I can't finish it. Walaoo.

Wasted my money...... -___________-

After while chatting with two CRAZY GIRL. xD our voice can't low.

Hahahaha, got two girl like beh song us.

Stupid dindong still follow how she eat. So funny.

Can't stop laughing. Lucky, she made my day. Actually my mood is like fking down.

Thanks to dindong. :P

Annndddddd half while enjoyin' our chatted, fang fang suddenly said C.T name.

So walao ehh... I turn so [[ == ]] like that.

Song le bully me. :'( tsks. Didn't think about him suddenly she talk about himmmmm.

The funny part of the story is when we three go to the toilet.

Dindong want to pee, while me and fang fang waiting for her.

I open one of the door, I thought someone was there but nobody. :O

After that, I don't care anymore! XD

Then I chat with fang fang...

Me: Hahahaa...

Fang: Ehh what time go back?

Me: Don't know le. Later want go where?

Fang: I can't go home so late le. 10'clock need reach home liao.

Me: =__________=

Fang: You ar... Don't so late go back. You know this month...... '' Look at the back of me ''

Me: O.O''?? What??

Fang: '' Focus on my back ''

Me: GHOST????! Weii don't scared me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Fang: The.......

Me: '' Run run ''! Shout so loud... Push fang fang and said '' Go gooooo GOOOOO!!! ''

Dindong: What happen?????

Fang: Not ghost not ghost!

Me: '' Still pushing! ''

Fang: Not ghost! The door just suddenly close itself!

Me: Hah?? O.O so scared wei!

Fang: No la. The door ba. I thought is ghost.

Me: =____________=

Dindong: '' Finish pee '' Crazy this girl.

Me: -_____-

Three of us: &^%(#$#@%$#^&$*%^(*$%#@$@#...

You take everything, and I’m empty. Life.*

I don’t know. I really don’t. While I was in my room, I kept asking myself what I really wanted in life.” Sometimes it’s better to be clueless about what’s happening around you, than to know every bit of information that would silently kill you. In the end, what you believe is yours to decide.

When people hurt you over and over, think of them like a sand paper. They may scratch and hurt you. I’m not gonna sit around and waste my precious divine energy trying to explain and be ashamed of things you think are wrong with me. 

There are a lot of things about me that aren’t what you thought. But if you love me, you have to love all things about me, Friendship.

Some of us have little time for regret because we’re looking forward Sometimes we have to fight to come to turn to forget the past and sometimes we bury our regret and promise to change our ways. But our biggest regrets are not from the things we did but from the things we didn’t do, didn’t say that could save someone we care about Especially when we can see the dark storm decided their way.

Finally I updated my blog. :D

Finally andddd finally. xD

Really happy can update blog thanks to my cousin ♥.♥

This few month really FML

Pek cek 99

I need a friend can talk with me please...

So stressed like hell. :(

Keep going out cause I don't want to feel unhappy

But staying at home make's me feel sleepy! XD

By the way, if you hate me... Please read below... ;)

I want peace, not waarrrr in my life
If you hate me, please sit with the rest of my haters. :)
If you love me, I'll send you a flowerrr xD
I miss Him
Still missing you you you ~
You kill's my day anytime </3
But i've no feeling towards you anymore, why. .___.
Just the jealousing make's me missed you
I wish you'll be fat like a fat fat fattterrrr ==
IMY CT :)

Some people take me down for them.
Watch me over as I take over your place, someday! ;)
Eat me up if you want, I'd eat your heart
Being famous wont make you feel BETTER bitch! :P

The best thing in life is finding someone who knows all your flaws,

mistakes, and weaknesses, and still think you’re completely amazing!

♥ I need someone whose always beside me when I'm alone

I need a friend that always right beside me!!! :(
I need a girlfriend like me x)
Not lesbian, but if you want, I will do it for you. LOLs XD
Seriously I'd need a friend! :D